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"But it’s all I got, it’s trouble. I have a secret. A big one. But I never say it aloud. I mean, what’s the point? It’s not going to change anything. It’s not going to make me good. Make me adopt a puppy. I can’t be what other people want me to be. What she wants me to be. This is who I am Jessica. Because you…are my existential crysis. Do I kill you? Do I not kill you? But I have to Jessica, because I’m not human. And I miss it. I miss it more than anything in the world!. That is my secret. But there’s only so much hurt that a man can take." Damon Salvatore.

Yeah it's 2 a.m and I'm bored, so... IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Decode - Paramore "How can I decide what's right?" yeah, it has sense... WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Californication - Red Hot Chili Peppers "First born unicorn" ... I've always thought I'm a magic-weird animal... WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Trunk - Kings Of Leon "She got what I want" Well, maybe in my situation it should say "he" HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? If I never see your face again - Maroon 5 "I feel a little better than I did before" That's it. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Missing You - BEP WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? More - Selena Gomez

Querido Diario: Hoy me he convencido de que está bien abandonar. No correr riesgos. Seguir la corriente. Sin dramas. Solo no es el momento. Pero mis razones no son razones. Solo son excusas. Lo que hago es esconderme de la realidad y la verdad es que tengo miedo. Miedo de que si me permito ser feliz por un momento, mi mundo se venga a abajo.